i’ve been reading the above book at the recommendation of a friend.  (i grew up on The Dangerous Journey – the kid’s version with wonderful illustrations!)  and i came across this passage:


(Mr Worldly Wiseman is talking to Christian toward the beginning of Christian’s journey and trying to discourage him from continuing on) 


Mr. W – “…thou art like to meet with , in the way which thou goest, Wearisomeness, Painfulness, Hunger, Perils, Nakedness, Sword, Lions, Dragons, Darkness, and in a word, Death, and what not!  These things are certainly true, having been confirmed by many testimonies.  And why should a man so carelessly cast away himself, by giving heed to a stranger? (referring to Christian following the direction of Evangelist)”

Christian – “Why, Sir, this Burden upon my back is more terrible to me than are all these things which you have mentioned; nay, methinks I care not what I meet with in the way, so be I can also meet with deliverance from my Burden.” 


i also read this quote this morning:


“Your sufferings are not so great as your sins: put these two in the balance, and see which weighs heaviest; where sin lies heavy, sufferings lie light.  A carnal spirit makes more of his sufferings, and less of his sins… The carnal hear cried, ‘Take away the punishment’; but a gracious heart cries ‘Take away the iniquity.’ One saith, ‘Never anyone suffered as I have done,’ but the other saith, ‘Never any one sinned as I have done.’   –Thomas Watson, The Art of Divine Contentment p82


do you realize what you’re biggest problem is? 


and do you realize that you live each day with your biggest problem taken care of?


“Now I saw in my Dream, that the highway up which Christian was to go, was fenced on either side with a Wall, and that Wal is called Salvation.  Up this way therefore did burdened Christian run, but not without great difficulty, because of the load on his back. 
     He ran thus till he came at a place somehwat ascending, and upon that place stood a Cross, and a little below in the bottom, a Sepulchre.  So I saw in my Dream, that just as Christian came up with the Cross, his Burden was loosed from off his shoulders, and fell from off his back, and began to tumble, and so continued to do, till it came to the mouth of the Sepulchre, where it fell in, and I saw it no more.
     Then was Christian glad and lightsome, and said with a merry heart,  He hath given me rest by his sorrow, and life by his death.  Then he stood still awhile to look and wonder; for it was very surprising to him, that the sight of the Cross shoudl thus ease him of his Burden.  He looked therefore, and looked again, even till the springs that were in his head sent the waters down his cheeks…
     …Then Christian gave three leaps for joy, and went on singing,

Thus far did i come laden with my sin;
Nor could aught ease the grief that I was in
Till I came hither: What a place is this!
Must here be the beginning of my bliss?
Must here the Burden fall from off my back?
Must here the strings that bound it to me crack?
Blest Cross!  blest Sepulchre!  blest rather be
The Man that there was put to shame for me.”


Amen!

just finished watching Alias: season 5.  it’s all over.  wow.   

in other news – i really love pizza.  it’s kind of pathetic, actually. 

been contemplating the connection between humility and joy.  how the presence of humility allows for more joy. 

i’ve decided that i could almost make a decent case for the sunday
morning sermon being nearly useless in my life apart from caregroup on
friday night.  almost. 

need to listen to the Na (happy, ricky?) messages again.  if you haven’t downloaded them, go here and download them! 

need to travel.  after t06 i’m contemplating several trips: florida, maryland, california…

but until then… this is my world:

we set some records today, folks.  yes indeedy.  today, i saw:


11:11am
12:34pm
1:11pm
and
5:55pm


and right now – i just looked!  it’s 7:47pm!  okay, not quite as cool as the others, but still…


yeah, my dad and i are nerds.  but at least we have fun!    we’ve decided that we’re going to teach my kids this game and it’s going to be their special game they play with grandpa…. 


when i have kids, that is.  Lord willing. 

do the shuffle…

so, i’m doing something i’ve never done before.  i set my ipod to
“shuffle” and it’s just playing anything and everything i have in my
library.  it’s been quite the experience, let me tell you!  “knowing
you” (sovereign grace worship) to “hark the herald angels sing” (music
of christmas) to “jeremiah was a [young boy]” (redeemin’ the oldies) to
“prelude and nuns chorus” (sound of music soundtrack)…

i think i like it though!  what FUN!! 

i think i’m all recovered physically from NA.  although mentally i think i’m still reeling…  definitely need to buy the downloads of the messages!


courtney and i went in together and bought this ^ soundtrack after going and seeing the play together.  what wonderfulness!  “when the beating of your heart echos the beating of the drums / there is a life about to start when tomorrow comes! … do you hear the people sing / singing the song of angry men / it is the music of  a people who will not be slaves again”


interesting side note: the girl who plays Eponine in this recording also did the singing voices for Mulan and Jasmine.  i love crazy random facts like that…